I just cannot get out of this funk...
Whatever you do, good or bad,
people will always have something negative to say.
Always follow your heart; even though
it's on the left, it's always right.
No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance. No one stays in love by chance, it is by work. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice.
Find someone who isn't afraid to admit that they miss you. Someone who knows you're not perfect, but treats you as if you are. Someone whose biggest fear is losing you. One who gives their heart completely. Someone who says I love you and means it. Last but not least, find someone you wouldn't mind waking up with you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and your gray hair but still falls in love with you all over again.
There are things we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.
I want this too. I want all of it. I want the pointless bickering. the long walks, the late night phone calls, the good morning texts. I want cute pictures with you, to hold your hand, to make food for you. To call you baby. The joking, the wrestling, the fights, the long how I feel text messages after we makeup. I want to be one of those inseperable bestfriend couples that people are like "your still together?" thats what I want. With you.
Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there, because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t. But then one day you feel something else, something that feels wrong, only because it’s so unfamiliar, and in that moment you realize you’re happy.
all done...off to find something productive to do